A Little sad.

I came to see Ross today, we had breakfast and had a little chit chat. He always seem so fine, like anything bothers him. I would like to be like him, very cold and rational. I am trying to find out about the master program in two Universities in the city. There is one in Global health sciences, that I really like, but it's so expensive. We are talking of $37,000, amount not easy to find, of course is a great program of only one year. The other is in Public Health is two years long, interesting and I guess cheaper. I could not sleep yesterday thinking about what I should do. Well I guess I am just going to wait and keep studying the undergraduate subject at city college.